昨夜星辰昨夜風─眼腫殤懷抱。

Can't believe that it's over baby,
But every bruise on my heart, you gave me.
See we tried, but we'd fight, then we cried,
So it's over babe, it's over babe.

When I met you, I knew you would be the one for me,
Cause lookin' at you had me feelin' kinda crazy.
And what you asked I almost did it automatically,
But it nothing compared to the joy you gave.
Although I know that what we had wasn't perfect babe,
You fooled around, but see, back then it didn't phase me.
I thought by stayin' tryin' to change you would be worth it babe,
But now I see that tryin' to change you only change me.

----Ashanti, "Over"

昨天下午在床上躺了一下，居然被蚊子在左眼上狠狠虰了幾口，腫起一大包。根據以前的經驗，應該過幾個小時就會比較消，沒想到今天早上左眼仍沒法張開到1/3。
唉，那只好帶著墨鏡去辦簽證了，不然應該會嚇到人。
想昨晚跟爸媽外出用餐的時候，店員不停的盯著我眼睛看，大概以為我剛被揍吧XDDD

三下的成績全部出來了。
經過三上的教訓，先放棄一些科目以後果然還過得去。
不過真的犧牲很多呢。儘管早就知道，還是不免嗟嘆一下。
當然，換回了一些很值得的東西，但仍不免惆悵就是了。

還在重新調整生活的步調。
身邊的好友和同學們，進實驗室、當研究生、做intern、補習，都很忙碌。
而郭正咩居然已經要開始準備CFA了耶。有一點點羨慕。
也很想找到明確的目標去努力，但是，累了兩年多的自己，可能暫時最需要的還是休息吧？

無意外的話，明天可以拿到簽證，再去辦完國際學生證，德國行前的幾塊大石頭就差不多落地了。出去玩之前也是時候看點書了。

別忘記對自己的承諾。